not much to say really darlings

went out for lennys birthday on tues...managed not to hurl!

um... my 2nd year directing prac is at 12ish on the 14th so i am trying to not panic...ain't happening since i am still lacking four red habits. but my chairs looks hot! i am currently hoping that theediting i did today will NOT have the annoying cracks at the end of each track which have no reason to be there grrrrr.

im so tired right now im a little woozy

i've spent a total of 100 quid in tescos this week but that does include cleaning stuff and beer! so only about 75 of it was on food :S

oh good avril has just come on WMP

laptop could keel over any second and i'm attempting to register the extended warranty about 68 days late, one more day and it would have been funnier

i'm sure theres a new film i want to see thats out tommoro but i have NO idea what it is

I MISS SEAN!!!!!

i would like to see my sister!!

its 4 years since my grandad went on to the next world. (((HUGS)))

this is starting to sound like a "100 things" so im gonna bugger off now!!

xxxxx

SWEAR WORD

sayonara to everything that was on my laptop, work photos music tv shows, everything.

gone.

and all because i bought an external hard drive

BOLLOCKS!!!!

xx

simple

One word only
1. Where is your cell phone? next to me on the desk
2. Describe your boyfriend/girlfriend? well me bit of manflesh is nice
3. Your hair? Blonde.
4. Your mother? hmm
5. Your father? legendary
6. Your favourite item? my triskele ring
7. Your dream last night? it was very peculiar
8. Your favourite drink? COKE
9. Your dream car? something speedy
10. The room you are in? Pink
11. Your ex? Andy
12. Your fear? Debilitating Disease
13. What do you want to be in 10 years? Known
14. Who did you hang out with last night? Brychan, Pip n Costello
15. What you're not? Usual
19. The last thing you did? type
20. What are you wearing? Stripy Jumper
22. Your favourite book? Alanna: The First Adventure
23. The last thing you ate? N'apple
24. Your life? Varied
25. Your mood? Suspended
26. Your friends? awesomely awesome
27. What are you thinking about right now? Photography
28. Your car? no car
29. What are you doing at the moment? waiting for the oven to heat up
30. Your summer? Office Bound
31. Your relationship status? interesting
32. What is on your tv? a sticker that says "i love big dumps"
33. When is the last time you laughed? earlier, rehearsals, replacing words is funny
34. Last time you cried? last tuesday
35. School? ATRiuM

Fuckin Eh!

duuuude danny just posted this link:

Riot

and i cannot believe its still on their website!

xxxx

My Autobiography

Fill this out IN YOUR OWN WORDS and repost as, "My Autobiography" ... And use your own answers, not anyone else's.

My Autobiography

1.Where did you take your profile pic?
in a studio in London

2.What exactly are you wearing right now?
comfy grey trousers, uni glam hoodie, messy hair

3.What is your current problem?
all my craft knives are fooked so im annoyed i cant get my mounting done already

4.What makes you happy most?
music travelling and gettin drunk with my buddies, oh and being abused by padge n harley

5.What's the name of the song that you're listening to?
NFG hold my hand

6.Which celeb you would marry?
do u want the list!! David Tennant, Matt Bellamy, Stephen Dorff, Nicky Hayden, James Lance, James Toseland

7.Name someone with the same birthday as you?
James Haydon!

8.Ever sang in front of a large audience?
yup far too many times

9. Has anyone ever said you looked like a celebrity?
yeh apparently i look like delta goodrem

10.Do you still watch kiddy movies or kiddie TV shows?
lol movies yes

11. Do you speak any languages?
english german bit of russian and french

12. Has anyone you've been really close with passed away?
yes

13.Do you ever watch MTV?
nope aint got it

14.What's something that really annoys you?
far too many things! when people talk to me when im programming the desk

Chapter 1:
===============
1.Middle name:
Ruth

2.Nickname(s):
EmLah, Embelism, Embles, Emgelee, Chav, Bucket, Slag, WhoreFace

3.Current location:
my bedroom in between chunks of gangs of new york

4.Eye color:
Green

Chapter 2:
===============

1.Do you live with your parent(s):
only during the holidays

2.Do you get along with your parent(s):
sometimes

3.Are your parents married/separated/divorced?

married but they should be divorced!

4.Do you have any Siblings?:
an older sister

Chapter 3: Favorites
===============
1. Ice Cream:
toughie, something involving mint

2. Season:
Winter

3.Shampoo/conditioner:
Andrew Collinge


Chapter 4: Do You..
===============
1.Dance in the shower?
lol i have been known to!

2.Do you write on your hand?
nooo

3.Call people back?
yesh i do

4.Believe in love:
yeah i do, tho im not sure i believe in everlasting love

5.Sleep on a certain side of the bed:
yup

6. Any bad habits?
i tend to complain a lot, but in an amusing way i like to think!

7. Any mental health issues:
obsessive paranoia maybe lol

Chapter 5: Have You..
===============
1.Broken a bone:
yarp, scaffoid, elbow (twice thanks kate)

2.Sprained stuff:
lol many many times

3.Had physical therapy:
nope

4. Gotten stiches:
nooope

5.Taken painkillers:
yup and i don't take too many as mother thinks sigh.

6. Gone scuba diving or snorkeling:
snorkeling in various places, i think lol

7.Been stung by a bee:
yup

8.Thrown up at the dentist:
lol no? who would do that!

9.Sworn in front of your parents
yup swear words are just words you know

10. Had detention:
lol yes damn Amrouche!

Chaper 6: Who/What was the last
===============
1.Movie(s):
Gangs of New York

2.Person to text you:
Kate

3.Person you called:
Mother

4.Person you hugged:
PipLah

5.Person you tackled:
lol i dunno Sean probably

6. Person you talked to on IM?
Brychan

7.Thing you touched:
my hair

8. Thing you ate?
Galaxy Chocolate mmmmmmmmm

9.Thing you drank:
Coke

10.Thing you said:
yey!!! pippa YEEEEYYYY!!

11.Person you kissed:
Brychan hehe

and there sports fans are the last 2 in my TimeSplits Series :)

back in the valley

thats right sports fans i'm back in the welsh valleys ready for the end of my 2nd year...SHIT

its sunny as hell, i've had a nice man entertaining me for the last couple of days and i helped dori figure out how to build a cage with drainpipes and flower pots. its just a sham i havn't actualy done any of my work yet! i'll be stealing kellys eyes later for my final photograph and then i shall be tweeking away at them for the rest of the day!

i got a free packet of sugar with my shopping! woo lol

it was 4 years since george was killed on the 17th, i think this year is the best i've coped with it! only had a very small moment when i thanked brychan for being such a good distraction! lol i've done and seen so much in the 4 years since, i can safely say i am no longer the little bitch who could be very thoughtless with her sharp tongue, all life is too precious to belittle with petty comments, sure i may still make cutting remarks but i do my best never to say anything that could genuinely hurt someone.

maaaah i swear whenever i think i should write a long entry i get all melancholy, which is just wrong when listeing to idina menzel singing the wizard and i, which is an uplifting and amusing song! "since folks round here seem to be, fixated on you're vertigree" LOVE IT.

chin up chucks

xxxxxxxx

to drink or not to drink...

sorry im feeling rather shakespearian at the moment

well i dont have much to add only that i went out on monday and it was fookin awesome! and then i went to work and tuesday and it asn't quite so good! brychan and sean have been doing a good job of entertaining me at work tho. but im so gonna call all the stupid careless interviewers at some point and tell them what i think of them!

hmm i dunno what to add

oh yeah! kate n anthony were down at the weekend which was awesome, hadnt looked at the old family pics for a very long time and i am so very glad i no longer dye my hair dark red! the holidays in france all came rushing back tho, before my dad got how he is, we used to have so much fun! we still now have some fun but i guess i should be thankful for those moments of clarity that let me know hes still in there somewhere! but yes kate n athony were awesome even if kimi did come third and massa was being a gay!

xxxx

I've read 34 of 100 books

BBC Top 100 Books:

1. The Lord of the Rings, JRR Tolkien (x)
2. Pride and Prejudice, Jane Austen ( )
3. His Dark Materials, Philip Pullman ()
4. The Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy, Douglas Adams (x)
5. Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire, JK Rowling (x)
6. To Kill a Mockingbird, Harper Lee ( )
7. Winnie the Pooh, AA Milne (x)
8. Nineteen Eighty-Four, George Orwell (x)
9. The Lion, the Witch and the Wardrobe, CS Lewis (x)
10. Jane Eyre, Charlotte Brontë ( )
Total so far: 6

11. Catch-22, Joseph Heller ( )
12. Wuthering Heights, Emily Brontë (x)
13. Birdsong, Sebastian Faulks ( )
14. Rebecca, Daphne du Maurier ( )
15. The Catcher in the Rye, JD Salinger ( )
16. The Wind in the Willows, Kenneth Grahame (x)
17. Great Expectations, Charles Dickens ( )
18. Little Women, Louisa May Alcott ( )
19. Captain Corelli's Mandolin, Louis de Bernieres ( )
20. War and Peace, Leo Tolstoy ( )
Total so far: 8

21. Gone with the Wind, Margaret Mitchell ( )
22. Harry Potter And The Philosopher's Stone, JK Rowling (x)
23. Harry Potter And The Chamber Of Secrets, JK Rowling (x)
24. Harry Potter And The Prisoner Of Azkaban, JK Rowling (x)
25. The Hobbit, JRR Tolkien (x)
26. Tess Of The D'Urbervilles, Thomas Hardy ( )
27. Middlemarch, George Eliot ( )
28. A Prayer For Owen Meany, John Irving ( )
29. The Grapes Of Wrath, John Steinbeck ( )
30. Alice's Adventures In Wonderland, Lewis Carroll (x)
Total so far: 13

31. The Story Of Tracy Beaker, Jacqueline Wilson (x)
32. One Hundred Years Of Solitude, Gabriel García Márquez ( )
33. The Pillars Of The Earth, Ken Follett ( )
34. David Copperfield, Charles Dickens ( )
35. Charlie And The Chocolate Factory, Roald Dahl (x)
36. Treasure Island, Robert Louis Stevenson ()
37. A Town Like Alice, Nevil Shute ( )
38. Persuasion, Jane Austen ( )
39. Dune, Frank Herbert ( )
40. Emma, Jane Austen ( )
Total so far: 15

41. Anne Of Green Gables, LM Montgomery ( )
42. Watership Down, Richard Adams (x)
43. The Great Gatsby, F Scott Fitzgerald ( )
44. The Count Of Monte Cristo, Alexandre Dumas ( )
45. Brideshead Revisited, Evelyn Waugh ( )
46. Animal Farm, George Orwell (x)
47. A Christmas Carol, Charles Dickens ()
48. Far From The Madding Crowd, Thomas Hardy ( )
49. Goodnight Mister Tom, Michelle Magorian (x)
50. The Shell Seekers, Rosamunde Pilcher ( )
Total so far: 18

51. The Secret Garden, Frances Hodgson Burnett (x)
52. Of Mice And Men, John Steinbeck ()
53. The Stand, Stephen King ( )
54. Anna Karenina, Leo Tolstoy ( )
55. A Suitable Boy, Vikram Seth ( )
56. The BFG, Roald Dahl (x)
57. Swallows And Amazons, Arthur Ransome (x)
58. Black Beauty, Anna Sewell (x)
59. Artemis Fowl, Eoin Colfer ( )
60. Crime And Punishment, Fyodor Dostoyevsky ( )
Total so far: 22

61. Noughts And Crosses, Malorie Blackman ( )
62. Memoirs Of A Geisha, Arthur Golden ( )
63. A Tale Of Two Cities, Charles Dickens ( )
64. The Thorn Birds, Colleen McCollough ( )
65. Mort, Terry Pratchett (x)
66. The Magic Faraway Tree, Enid Blyton (x)
67. The Magus, John Fowles ( )
68. Good Omens, Terry Pratchett and Neil Gaiman (x)
69. Guards! Guards!, Terry Pratchett (x)
70. Lord Of The Flies, William Golding (x)
Total so far: 27

71. Perfume, Patrick Süskind ( )
72. The Ragged Trousered Philanthropists, Robert Tressell ( )
73. Night Watch, Terry Pratchett (x)
74. Matilda, Roald Dahl (x)
75. Bridget Jones's Diary, Helen Fielding ( )
76. The Secret History, Donna Tartt ( )
77. The Woman In White, Wilkie Collins ( )
78. Ulysses, James Joyce ( )
79. Bleak House, Charles Dickens ( )
80. Double Act, Jacqueline Wilson (x)
Total so far: 30

81. The Twits, Roald Dahl (x)
82. I Capture The Castle, Dodie Smith ( )
83. Holes, Louis Sachar ( )
84. Gormenghast, Mervyn Peake (x)
85. The God Of Small Things, Arundhati Roy ( )
86. Vicky Angel, Jacqueline Wilson ( )
87. Brave New World, Aldous Huxley ( )
88. Cold Comfort Farm, Stella Gibbons ( )
89. Magician, Raymond E Feist ()
90. On The Road, Jack Kerouac ( )
Total so far: 32

91. The Godfather, Mario Puzo ( )
92. The Clan Of The Cave Bear, Jean M Auel ( )
93. The Colour Of Magic, Terry Pratchett (x)
94. The Alchemist, Paulo Coelho ( )
95. Katherine, Anya Seton ( )
96. Kane And Abel, Jeffrey Archer ( )
97. Love In The Time Of Cholera, Gabriel García Márquez ( )
98. Girls In Love, Jacqueline Wilson ( )
99. The Princess Diaries, Meg Cabot (x)
100. Midnight's Children, Salman Rushdie (x)
Total: 34

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