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Hornchurch, Essex, United Kingdom
26 year old Theatre Person, who hopes to one day become a fully fledged lighting designer. Currently living and working in Hornchurch at the lovely Queens Theatre (yes i know that implies i live at the theatre, it's meant to).I'm a Traveller of many roads including Canada, Germany and Namibia. I love Reading, Dissecting Films, Writing Plays, Angleing Lights, Levelling Sounds, Creating Photographs (when drunk and sober) Playing Guild Wars/Sims 3 and going out with my friends! I have an unrivalled passion for Kimi Raikkonen and motor sports in general.

Sunday, May 31, 2009

8 things

Eight Things I Like:

1. Brychan
2. Theatre
3. Coca Cola
4. Formula One.
5. Cheese
6. Films
7. Taking photos of interesting things
8. Going dancing with friends/socialising with friends

Eight things I did yesterday:

1. put brychan on the train to wales :(
2. bought peaches in tescos
3. Pressed "Go!!!" over 500 times
4. Watched Wagstaffe the Wind-up Boy twice
5. passed a lot of comments on BTG finalists (whilst being sighed at by becks who wanted me to shut-up)
6. Crawled around in the roof at work
7. dropped off Brychans Space Wolf minature at GW and marked terratory by saying "my boyfriend Brych" about 6 times to emo GW girl
8. ate the other half of an AWESOME piece of chocolate cake.

Eight things I wish I could do:

1. Speak and read Mandarin
2. be a LD already!!
3. not have to worry about my bank balance
4. Be spatially aware in relation to my body
5. buy LOTS of lenses/filters/accessories for my EOS
6. Read all the books i want to RIGHT NOW AT THE SAME TIME!!!
7. Give Brychan a degree
8. Remember every second of my life with perfect clarity

Eight things I don't like:

1. People who don't care what effect they have on the world/people around them
2. Welsh women who assume Brychan is too good for me, because i am English
3. Missing a GP
4. Spiders
5. People who judge me on my appearance/class and never bother to find out who i am.
6. People who don't bother to find out why i am how i am, and just assume i'm a weirdo/crazy.
7. Sheep (the human kind)
8. Lewis Hamiltwunt. and associated politics/bandwagoners

Eight things I look forward to:

1. Me and Brychan, having a life together
2. going to Alton Towers!!
3. Being a LD, (therefore knowing everything i possibly can about the medium of light)
4. Reading the new Ian Irvine (once i've re-read all the others)
5. Travelling the world
6. having enough money to not have the fear of not having enough money.
7. Going to Le Mans next year.
8. Having a house of my very own.

Eight TV shows I watch:

1. BBC's F1 Coverage
2. Grey's Anatomy
4. House
5. Heroes
6. Desperate Housewives
7. Doctor Who
8. Private Practice

Wednesday, May 06, 2009

can you fill this out without lying?

can you fill this out without lying?Share

Can you fill this out without lying?

What was the last thing you put in your mouth?

Have you ever kissed anyone named Matthew?
yes i have

Where was your default picture taken?
outside cybercandy

Last person you rode in a car with, under the age of 20?
urrrrrm shaun the sheep

Can you play guitar hero?

Name someone that made you laugh today?
the streets

How late did you stay up last night and why?
2am i was freaked out by the season finale of Private Practice and couldn't sleep!

If you could move somewhere else, would you?
depends where and who with

Ever been kissed under fireworks?
i don't think i have!

Which of your friends lives closest to you?
becks...in the next room

Do you believe ex's can be friends?
yes i do, i have several

Calling or texting?

How do u feel about dr pepper?
it IS misunderstood

When was the last time you cried really hard?
at private practice!!!

Where is your biological father right now?
Herongate green burial site.

Where are you at right now?
my roooom

What bed did you sleep in last night?
mine n brychans bed :)

What was the last thing someone bought for you?
roger bought me a doughnut.

Who took your profile picture?

Who was the last person you took a picture of?
the butterfly on the pacific medium on bridge 2

Was yesterday better than today?
todays barely got started

Can you live a day without TV?

Are you mad about anything?
brychans stoopid universtiy

Do you think relationships are ever really worth it?
yes i do

When was the last time you were extremely disappointed and why?
when the green day standing tickets said they weren;t sold out but really were!!

Are you a bad influence?
yes, yes i am.

Night out or night in?

What items could you not go without during the day?
mp3 player/music maker

Would you share a drink with a stranger?
thats how i met almost everyone of my friends!

Who was the last person you visited in the hospital?
my dad

What does the last text message in your inbox say?
COme in for 6 unless i see peter this afternoon and it changes again

How do you feel about your life right now?
its a pretty non-life! altho i do love my job

How many times have you been pulled over by the police?

Do you hate anyone?
yes, altho i don't like to

If we were to look in your inbox, what would we find?
confirmation of my green day tickets!

Can you easily tell if someones fake?

Say you were given a drug test right now, Would you pass?

Has anyone ever called you perfect before?

What song is stuck in your head?
shut up and let me go......hey!

Someone knocks on your window at 2am, who do you want it to be?
superman, he'd be flying lol

Wanna have kids before you’re 30?:
possibly, tho possibly not

Name something you have to do tomorrow?
Duty LX 2 show of Dinnerladies

Can you whistle?
several ways

Do you sleep on your side, stomach, or back?
all three

Do you think too much or too little?

Do you smile a lot?:
i dunno, maybe

Who was your last missed call on your cell phone?
Howard Smith

When is the next time you will see the person you like?:
about a week i hope

Are you happy with your life?:
as much as i can be

Can you handle the truth?
i'd liek to think so

What was the last book you read?:
View from the Mirror:- Shadow on the glass

Do you hate the last guy you had a conversation with?
nah he was just a dude from seetickets with a cold

Is there something you always wear?
my tattoos, my triskele ring

What were you doing 30 minutes ago?
buying green day tickets

Honestly, who was the last person to tell you that they love you?
brychan :)

Did you have an exciting last weekend?
lol, oh yeh get-outs are soooooooo stimulating

Have you ever crawled through a window?

Have you ever dyed your hair?

Are you wearing a necklace?
yes, another triskele

Are you an emotional person?
yes i am

What's something that can always make you feel better?
Forest Gump

Will this weekend be a good one?
do u know something i don't?

What do you want right now?
cheese. i always want cheese

Have you ever worn the opposite sex's clothing?
yes lol

Look behind you, what do you see?
my print of a man holding an umbrella over his cello whilst he gets wet

Have you ever worked in a food place?
yes for 3 looooong years.

What would you name your future daughter?

What would you name your future son?

Any summer plans for 2009?
2 weddings, work, a holiday possibly, prob no suntan again lol

Whats on your schedule for tomorrow?
2 dinnerladies shows. the new 90210

Does anyone know your facebook password?

Saturday, May 02, 2009

just another load of questions

Have you kissed more than 10 people this year?
well that would be telling....

Could you go the rest of your life without drinking alcohol?
i'd like to think so

Do you hate the last person you kissed?
not even when he farts

Will this weekend be a good one?
i think it'll be average

Have you ever drank your soda from a straw?
i'm not even gonna begin to judge the grammer used in this question.

Ever felt like you're not good enough?
no actually, everyone deserves a shot.

Where did you get the shirt you're wearing right now?

Do you look more like, your Mum or Dad?

Has anyone ever fell asleep in your arms?

Do you like meeting new people?

What/Who can always make you happy?

Do you like the person you are becoming?
sometimes i'm not so sure, i'm sure the old me was more fun!

Someone knocks on your window at 2 AM, what do you say?
shit are they levitating

Do you find the opposite sex confusing?
nah just wave a burger at them

Has anyone upset you in the last week?
university of gay-morgan

Ever kissed someone who smokes?

Has anyone ever told you you have pretty eyes?
yes often

Are you keeping a big secret right now?
nope i don't do secrets

Do you always answer your phone?
so long as i'm not busy

Where is your girl/guy?
in f'ing wales

What color are your eyes?

Ever kissed in the rain?

How many people have you kissed in a jacuzzi?
i don't actually know....4 maybe not sure

Have you ever wanted to be a teacher?

Do you miss anyone?

Is your hair naturally curly or straight?

What's something you really want right now, be honest?

Does anything hurt on your body?
something ALWAYS hurts on my body. roll on te full body armor

Do you ever think "what if" about anything?

Would you ever live with anyone on your top friends?
lol i have and will

What do you think of people who smoke?
it DOES make them look cool

Do you sleep on your side, stomach,or back?

How do you think you look right this moment?
grotty lol

Do you dance in the car?
yes, weavy driving results

What did you realize today?
that the muscles in the back of my left thigh are obviously less hardcore than the ones in my right

Name 5 people that made you smile today?
Tyra, Meredith, Issy, Brychan and Mother (yes i know 3 are people on tv)

Hold hands with anyone today?
only Wall-E

What were you doing at 7:45am?

What was the last thing you cried about?
grey's anatomy. everytime.

What are you wearing right now?
ck pj pants and a t-shirt

Who is the last person to send you a comment on facebook?

Do you use chapstick?
when i remember

Are you jealous of anyone right now?
anyone who is already a LD

How do you feel about tattoos and piercings?
i think they r rad

How many hours did you sleep last night?
about 7

When was the last time you talked to the person you like?
about an hour ago

Do you miss your past?

Do you like your name?
its not a bad name lol

Are you in a good mood right now?
yes id say i am.

What made you sad today?
grey's anatomy (seriously EVERY time)

Do you take compliments well?
nope lol

Has a boy/girl ever called you babe/baby?

What bed did you sleep in last night?
mine n brychans

Would you rather have big or small dogs?

Do you trust all of your friends?
yes else they wouldnt be friends

Do you have a friend of the opposite sex you can talk to?
of course

Do you like to text or call more?

Are you okay with making a total fool of yourself?
have u met me?

What was the first thing you did this morning?
push wall-e off my face

Who was the last person you took a picture with?
urm brychan i think

Who's hoodie did you wear last?
my hoodie

Are you ticklish?
yes yes i am

Do you know anyone who would just drop everything to come see you?
yes :)

Who are all the texts in your inbox from?
Brychan and Brychan and.... oh dear i have no friends

How do you feel about your relationship status?

The way to win your heart?
coke. everytime. or apple sourz if proper coke is not readily available

Do you smile at strangers?
if they smile at me

Have you ever colored your hair?
yes regularly

Is this year the best year of your life?
i've not seen enough of it yet

Can any of your relatives draw/paint?
urrrrrm mum does good doodles and kate cross-stitches

Do you find tattoos attractive?
depends where they are

Do you think some people are crazy for wearing jeans in the summer?
No i represent those people

Do you have any text messages that you don't want other people to read?

Honestly, if you could go back 3 months and change something would you?

Sunday, April 19, 2009

20 People

Can you name 20 people you can think of right off the top of your head? Don't read the questions underneath until you write the names of all 20 people, and be sure to tag the person who tagged you after completing it yourself. *this is a lot funnier if you actually list the names first, no cheating!*"

1. Rebecca
2. Brychan
3. Sarah F
4. Sarah G
5. Ruth
6. Aarti
7. Katie
8. Beth
9. Gabby
10. Kate
11. Anthony
12. Mark
13. Dori
14. Lolly
15. Sean (big)
16. Sean (little)
17. Pippa
18. Sazzle
19. Clare
20. Nikki

T H E Q U E S T I O N S . .

• How did you meet 10?
She's my sister, so i guess when i was born...

• What would you do if you had never met 6?
Ooo, probably have an even less sane world view

• What would you do if 20 and 15 dated?
I'd be happy, tho it would suck for his current g/f!

• If you could marry either 6 or 14 who will it be?
gosh Lolly i'm sorry, it'd have to be aarti, i've known her longer lol.

• Did you ever like 9?
yeh, shes well hot ;)

• Have you ever seen 4 cry?
I think so, tho i can't remember why.... hmm

• Would 4 and 12 make a good couple?
She's taken, and i've heard the part-scots and part-irish don't alwasy get along!

• Would number 1 and 2 make a good couple?
nah she'd kill him for making too many religious jokes, plus he's mine!

• Describe 8?

• Last time you saw 12?
urrrm i'm not actually sure, a while ago, last year sometime

• Tell me something about 17:
she has good taste in music :)

• What's 7's favorite color?

• What would you do if 1 just confessed they liked you?
probably have to move out!

•When was the last time you talked to number 6?
this morning!

• How do you think 19 feels about you?
she thinks i'm a bit mental and obsessed with Iolo.

• What language does 13 speak?

• Who is 2 going out with?

• What year is 18 in?

• What is 5's favorite music?
RnB and all that jazz maybe some gospel ;)

• Would you ever date 3?
I've been dating her for years, shes my wedding date :)

• Is 11 single?
nope he's doiinking my sister

•What's 10's last name?

• Would you ever want to be in a serious relationship with 8
mebbe ;)

• What do you think about 20?
Twitteriffic :)

• What is the best thing about 4?
She's a damn good girl, with a shiny smile

• What would you like to tell 16 right now?
we should have called it.....BURNT FACE, HIS FACE IS BURNT.

• How did you meet 9?
Sixth form, biology probably lol

• What is the worst and best thing about 2?
Worst: his farts
Best: he's the love of my life :) oh and his arse.

Monday, April 13, 2009

60 honest questions

60 honest questions
if you're not going to be honest, don't take this survey.

1. Who is the last person you held hands with?


2. If you were drafted into a war, would you survive?

I'd like to think so

3. Do you sleep with the TV on?

tends to be a SP episode on my Laptop

4. Have you ever drank milk straight out of the carton?


5. Have you ever won a spelling bee?

nope...we didn't hav them at my school....since it wasn't in america

6. What is your longest fight you had with one of your friends?

maybe about 5 mins? i'll always talk to anyone, i'm not petty and i'm not so high on myself i think it would have a tragic impact on someones life if i ignored them!

7. Are you a fast typer?


8. scared of the dark?

nope, theres always light somewher

10. Who can you always turn to?

my sarahs, Seans and Brychan, oh and my sis and mum

11. When's the last time you chose a bath over a shower?

at brychans

12. Do you knock on wood?

but i know someone who has...

13. Are you drinking anything right now?


14. Do you think you're attractive?

dunno, i've heard my Honesty is attractive

17. What do you want for your next birthday?

i like to be surprised

18. Do you know the muffin man?

well i have yet to see howard make muffins...

19. Do you talk in your sleep?


20. Have you ever flown a kite?

of course, lots of times

22. When was the last time that you went swimming and where?

ooo um Bath spa? had to swim in the big pools so i guess it counts

23. Do you consider yourself successful?

I think i'm going about it the right way to one day be successful (i hope!)

24.How many people are on your contact list of your cell phone?

gosh loads, including many useless numbers

25. Have you ever jumped on a trampoline?

yup, muchos fun

26. Plans for tomorrow?

Lonesome West focus.

27. What's your middle name?


28. Missing someone right now?

My brychan

29. When's the last time you told someone you loved them?

about 5 mins ago lol

31. How are you feeling today?

bit wooozy, but then i think i slept too long.

33. Have you ever been suspended or expelled from school?


34. What are you looking forward to ?

June, and Wagstaffe and Gift

35. Have you ever crawled through a window?

yes lol the drop was bigger than it looked tho!

37. Have you ever eaten dog food?


38. Can you handle the truth?

yes, so long as it IS truth

40. What 3 things do you always bring with you to places?

MP3 player, Book, Phone

41. Any cool scars?

the infamous glue gun scar

42. Do you like or have a crush on anyone?

of course

45. How often do you talk on the phone?

not that often, usually on mealbreaks

46. Do you believe in love?

yes i bloody well do

47. Is there someone you want that you can't have?

lol Mr. Barrowman

48. Three things about the preferred sex that you first notice?

Eyes, Shoulders, Mouth

50. Who did you last hug?


52. Where is your cell phone?

my MOBILE is on the bed

54. Favorite Colour(s)?

Green (yes i did edit the spelling of colour)

55.Last movie you watched?

Saw 3

56. What song are you currently listening to?

If I Were in Your Shoes - You Me at Six

57. What do you want?

June lol

59. What t.v. show are you watching?

none right now

60. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone.?


repost as 60 honest questions...?

Tuesday, February 24, 2009

2 in one evening...

1. How old will you be in five years? 28

2. Who did you spend at least two hours with today ? Nikki

3. How tall are you? 5'11"

4. What do you look forward to most in the next six weeks? CENTER PARCS!!!!

5. What’s the last movie you saw? Saw

6. Who was the last person you called? Mother

7. Who was the last person to call you? Mother

8. What was the last text message you received? GW gay, miss you, we drinking, i an ducking punishing 5 guys who thought they would out drink me! Ww

9. Who was the last person to leave you a voicemail? DORI!!!

10. Do you prefer to call or text? Call

11. Have you ever had drink come out your nose? yes

12. Are your parents married/separated/divorced? urm Other.

13. When is the last time you saw your mam? friday

14. What color are your eyes? Greenish Brown

15. What time did you wake up today? 0745

16. What are you wearing right now? sweatpants n vest top

17. What is your favorite christmas song? "Snow is fallin, all around us...etc"

18. Where is your favorite place to be? outside somewhere with brychan

19. Where is your least favorite place to be? The Grid

20. Where would you go if you could go anywhere? China

21. Where do you think you’ll be in 10 years? a theatre i expect lol

22. Do you tan or burn? little form column a little from column b

23. What did you fear was going to get you at night as a child? The Wolf-thing from never-ending story (even though i thought it was gorgeous) also, T-rex

24. What was the last thing that really made you laugh? i expect its prefix was -face

25. How many TVs do you have in your house? 2

26. How big is your bed? too small for 2

27. Do you have a laptop or desktop computer? laptop

28. Do you sleep with or without clothes on? with

29. What color are your sheets? white

30. How many pillows do you sleep with? 2

31. What is your favourite season? Beginning of Winter

32. What do you like about autumn? the sky

33. What do you like about winter? sharpness

34. What do you like about summer? a nice breeze

35. What do you like about spring? the fresh air

36. How many countries have you lived in? 3

37. What cities/towns have you lived in? Billericay/Frankfurt/Lake Louise/Cardiff/Colchester

38. Do you prefer shoes, socks, or bare feet? socks

39. Are you a social person? when i get the opportunity

40. What was the last thing you ate? Vienetta

41. What is your favourite restaurant? ooo i don't really have one

42. What is your favourite ice cream? Plain old vanilla

43. What is your favourite dessert? Eton Mess

44. What is your favourite kind of soup? Minestrone

45. What kind of jelly do you like on your PB & J sandwich? raspberry

46. Do you like Chinese food? yes

47. Do you like coffee/tea? both, many different varieties of each

48. How many glasses of water, a day, do you drink on average? none :S

49. What do you drink in the morning? tea and juice

51. Do you sleep on a certain side of the bed? dependant on brychans shoulder

52. Do you know how to play poker? vaguely

53. Do you like to cuddle? yes

54. Have you ever been to Australia? no

55. Do you have an addictive personality? yes.

56. Do you eat out or at home more often? home

57. Do you still talk to your last ex? yeh of course

58. Do you know anyone with the same birthday as you? many people

59. Do you want kids? perhaps

60. Do you speak any other languages? German, bit of russian and french

61. Have you ever gotten stitches? surprisingly no

62. Have you ever ridden in an ambulance? yes

63. Do you prefer an ocean or a pool? undecided

64. Do you prefer a window seat or an aisle seats? window

65. Who did you copy this note from? Baps

66. Whats your relationship to them? was at uni with her

67. What is your favorite thing to spend money on? food

68. What is your favorite TV show? grey's anatomy

69. Can you roll your tongue? Yes

70. Who is the funniest person you know? Seany Sean

71. Do you sleep with stuffed animals? they watch over me from my headboard

72. What is the main ring tone on your phone? Hadouken's remix of The Prayer by Bloc Party

73. Do you still have clothes from when you were little? lol we found acreepy tiny cardy

74. What red object is closest to you right now? blanket

75. do you use seperate water to wash your hair? most of the time

76. Do you sleep with your closet doors open or closed? one open one closed

77. Would you rather be attacked by a big bear or a swarm of bees? a bear

78. Do you flirt a lot? only with my brychan (and if someones buying drinks ;))

79. Whats your favorite chat up line? can i buy you a shot...? :)

80. What is your favorite food? Goats Camembert on toast (much apologies for the spelling)

81. Can you change the oil on a car? no, but i can increase its levels

82. Have you ever gotten a speeding ticket? Nope

83. Have you ever run out of petrol/diesel? Nope

84. What is your usual bedtime? around midnight

85. What was the last book you read? well it was a script.. Wagstaffe

86. Do you read the newspaper? nope

87. Do you have any magazine subscriptions? Radio Times FTW

89. Do you watch soap operas? not regularly

90. Do you go to the cinema often? when funds allow

91. What radio station did you last listen to? Radio 1

92. Who is in the picture frame closest to you? oooo its me and Harley!!

93. What was the last note you scribbled on a piece of paper? lol what needs to be ordered for the first aid kits

94. What is your favorite sports team? Leyton Orient

95. What is your favorite board game? Dizzy Dinosaur

96. What song do you currently like? bloody loads

97. When was the last time you attended church? urm Anwens Wedding? does that count as attending? i've never been if not for someone elses religious event

No, Not Now

1. Put your iPod (itunes) on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
4. Tag 10 friends who might enjoy doing this as well as the person you got this from.

Light with a sharpened edge - The Used

The Jetset life is gonna kill you - MCR

Slow Dance - Unwritten Law

Take Off Your Colours - You Me at Six

Leech - Incubus

Stranger in You - HIFH

Just Enough - Early November

WHAT IS 2+2?
Nebraska Bricks - Saves the Day

Echelon (Acoustic Live) - 30 Seconds to Mars

Cubicles - MCR

Jingle Jangle - Hot Hot Heat

A Better Way? - Hundred Reasons

93 Million Miles - 30 Seconds to Mars

I Wonder - Diffuser

Are We The Waiting - Green Day

Revolution - 30 Seconds to Mars

Solution Devices - Biffy Clyro

Spiderwebs - No Doubt

Krazy Glue - Less Than Jake

CrushCrushCrush - Paramore

From Yesterday (Acoustic) 30 Seconds to Mars

Amigone - Goo Goo Dolls

Can't Take My Eyes Off You - John Barrowman

Your Song - John Barrowman

Helicopter - Bloc Party

What You Get - Hundred Reasons

Relative Ways - ...And You Will Know Us By The Trail Of Dead

No, Not Now - Hot Hot Heat

WHAT?!? no muse or Lps. crazy Mp3 player

Wednesday, February 04, 2009

Since it's all the Rage...

Rules: Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 25 random things, facts, habits, or goals about you. At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you. If I tagged you, it's because I want to know more about you.

1. today i learnt that people called "Leigha" should not trim ones fringe.

2. unless i've had 45 mins with a book and a cup of tea before i get out of bed I'm even more zany than usual for the rest of the day.

3. i have lost count of how many times I've re-read The Song of the Lioness Quartet by Tamora Pierce

4. I am genuinely fascinated by how light effects the appearance of an object; ANY object.

5. I prefer lamp-light to light-fittings

6. i constantly tell myself off for wishing periods of time away.

7. I'd like to learn to play the Oboe.

8. I have never been prouder of myself than when i was made Vice-president of Jupiter house at junior school.

9. I always hated electronics at school

10. I now search desperately for the sense i know electronic things are supposed to have.

11. Everytime i say i'm Pagan i flinch a little because i don't like the word, but using the word Wiccan just makes me think of the chairs in our living room.

12. i don't think i'll ever get tired of listening to Lostprophets

13. i want to be the technical designer for Starlight Express if its ever revived.

14. I hate how one sided the term Racism has become.

15. I enjoy listening to Classic FM

16. I'm petrified i might not visit every country in the world before i die.

17. i only spent about half an hour of WALL-E not crying

18. I could probably quote several red dwarf episodes from start to finish

19. i won't buy seasons 7 and 8 of red dwarf on DVD because i don't want them to not match 1-6

20. I cried when Kimi won the F1 championship in 2007

21. I have well over 60 pairs of shoes, but only ever seem to wear 3 pairs of them

22. I love the atmosphere in Churches and Cathedrals

23. I often wonder if i'm actually any good at photography or if its just that i have a good camera.

24. I like Llamas and Sheep

25. my leg has gone numb.


Saturday, January 10, 2009

Would it be wrong of me...

to buy this for my car?

answers on a postcard please