Finish the sentences:

1. I've come to realize that my ex...is no longer an issue

2. I am listening to... Red Is The New Black Funeral For a Friend

3. I talk...too much about stuff other people don't know

4. I love...music (nothing matters but the music!)

5. My best friends...are my scaffolding as i am theirs

7. I lost... my orient teddy in greece

8. I hate it when people...make you feel bad for their lack of something

9. Love is...unknowable

10. Marriage is....out-dated and far too christian

11. Somewhere, someone is thinking...why them?

12. I'll always be…able to surprise myself

13. I have a crush on...no-one (very weird feeling)

14. The last time I cried was because... i felt that i couldn't handle another knock

15. My cell phone...is beautiful

16. When I wake up in the morning....i press snooze

17. Before I go to sleep at night.... i wonder if i'll wake up

18. Right now I am thinking about.... my evil neck

19. Babies are...not something i like

20. I get on myspace...after i get on kates blog, flickr and hotmail

21. Today I....attempted not to punch people i am growing to dislike

22. Tonight I will....not think about my bank balance

23. Tomorrow I will....make myself feel good by helping out the 1st years on their directing pracs

24. I really want...a quiet life

25. The person who most likely to repost this is... no one as im posting it on my blog...

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well terms almost over! i won't be sad to see this one go tho believe me lol

basically spent the week drinking and recovering from drinking Chiro party on weds was awesome wrecked by 8:30pm dressed as a cavegirl (again) don't really remember much other than pip giving the taxi driver lifestyle and health advice on the way back (we left early due to tiredness) but it was a lot of fun :)

then friday we went out for seans birthday (even tho its not til the 20th) and that wasa fun night with all the peeps i lived with last year, everything got a bit on top of me that day tho was having serious problems seeing any good in myself and the occurances of the term so obviously at the end of the night i got ancy at sean for not being with me all the time lol i'm jus annoyed with myself for makin people feel stupid cos i know too much random shit and for spending the entire term moaning about whatever terrible thing had happened to me in the last 24hrs! but i love my sean and i know he'll be there for me whatever however hard that is for me to believe (yes i know i'm insane but i'm absolutly petrified i'd do something to cause a rift between us even tho i'm pretty sure i never could) yeeeeeeeeech

then last night Sazzle, Pol n Lucy had a house party which was very awesome got to hang out with some cool people i hadn't met before (LOVE YOU TRISTAN) and basically rocked it up all night. went a bit mental at some randomer that wasn't invited to the party n was being a dick to pol n luce about them askin him to leave, apparently i was scary heh. then stayed over at Lukes as we had a lot of shit to sort out he doesn't want a relationship and i don't think i do either we jus needed to make that clear to eachother as i was finding it hard to be normal around him n he noticed lol. god i jus made myself sound like a psycho obsessive but i'm not! he's a good mate n nothing else nod.

ok i do sound like a psycho so i'm gonna stop now lol

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oh and the McFijan is back with his ex who apparently is short ginger n not overly attractive boooooo!

well my sisters posted more than me in the last few weeks so i feel bad!

went home for the weekend which was cool altho my leaving did seem to spark a certain person into revealing how she thinks of me which was nice, well not nice it gave me a very unpleasant trainride home but im sure she thought about that before she did it. sigh. anyway went out with paulo n SarahG on friday night, and all the redstars pretty much turned up so that was fun :) even with the hour walk home so we could all be walked home lol, then i went to watch arsenal spurs with harley n co (padge louis kat austin n sam) which sucked cos spurs lost n since theyr all spurs fans it was gay for them luckily i support the infamous O's who only drew :) then off to see New Found Glory in the evening where i was not expecting to seee a Miss Laura Snowling resident of '420' charleston residence Lake Louise 04-05 she was jus stood infront of me with her boyfriend steve i offered her some camera advice and when she turned round i realised it was her! freaky eh? awesome but a little scary she's jus finished her 2nd season out ther n this time Steve was with her which must have been awesome as the first season they did this whole crazy long distance thing. any way NFG were amazingly amazing i think iv only seen them once before so it was almost like a first time! urrrrm padge failed to get a t-shirt for a 5ver which has never happend before so thats a new one, next day(sunday) i woke up i watched a film called The Sundowners with Deborah Kerr trying to be aussie n coming out south american/texan but it was good if a bit long. then i traveled back on a very very packed train altho a nice man actually carryed my suitcase off at cardiff for me! i mean AMAZING!!! that never happens rejoice that ther r nice people in the world still!!!

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im like bored... everyone seems to be going home this weekend well everyone being the gals i live with and sean lol. so i shall have a very empty house all weekend and nothing to do well othe rthan an essay on ealing comedy which i enjoy tho its gettin the essay started thats the problem n i shud probly come up with some design ideas as well as we're now in a larger group n the people me n claire have joined with dont really have much we can work with, well as in to combine our 2 designs tho im sure we'll work soemthin out its still very urrrrrgh.

um i dunno i went to the taste of chaos tour o n tues with padge and that was awesome i appear to have bruised my knuckle in the mosh which would havebeen more impressive if i hadnt been moshing with like 16 year olds, we felt very old, ther was like never a que at the bar cos they asked everyone for id so non of the kiddies could get the smirnoff ice they so craved!

got an email from Paul which was wicked as i havnt heard from him in like 8 months hes good living it up in teeside liek thers no tomoro! oh and Andy got mugged by a couple of chavs on sat night which is a bit shit his face is a total mess altho i dont think they broke his jaw which jus goes to show i cud have punched him when we broke up lol the only reason i didnt was cos i was worried id re-break his glass jaw!

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I LOVE BODGER N BADGER!

we look good together dont u think ?

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hi im sean...dwarf porn???!!

im very hungover :) i love my emily yay emily is insane and is a monster. some magical happened early on the sofa but i wil let emily explian that to u and its not wat u think!!!!! right were of to get very very drunk to get over this hangover!! wooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo hello kate i love u :) mwah bye bye bye bye bye bye xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

EmLah and the McFijan

and those of u who watch greys anatomy will kno what the Mc means lol. well i met this guy in the first term who told me i smell and said he was from fiji. psycho thinks me. then i started talkin to him about 2 weeks ago about my tattoo (the top one) which led to a huge Pagan/Religon debate for about 2 hours which was scarily interesting! hmmmmmm thinks i blue eyes 6'4" built like a bouncer/rugby player but with a neck! and intelligent apparently! a week later its my 21st so im wrecked and kiss him, (alcohol is bad) and the next weds i see him again after playing pub golf yes so also very very wrecked, and discovered that even tho i was wrecked and he wasn't he still quite liked me! go me i think drunka and attractive! so i take his number and he takes mine n we text quite a lot over the next few days we decide to meet up on tues as im goin to muse on sun and creation on monday then a horrific thing happens! i can't go to muse :( cos the guy i was goin with bailed no one else can go and the last train home is at 2207 so very upset i dont go to muse and stay in and watch ghost instead, only to be joined by the McFijan aka Highlander aka Paul we stay up til 4 talking a lot of bollox mainly about red dwarf shakespeare injuries and the army, oh and a bit of physics but it ain't my strong point! he goes home and i hear nothing from him on monday "oh no i have been taken for a ride" me thinks only to recieve a text about 2100 sayin hes been asleep all day n is about to go back to bed cos of an exhausting weekend. i head out to creation and dance like a crazy gal with me sazzle even tho some wench attempted to put a stilleto thro my foot and cerys threw a very well aimed bottle at lolly who was wearing a hideous backless dress with a black bra on full display at the back!.....watch this space for more info on EmLah and the McFijan (tenner says it goes nowhere lol)

grey

i say grey cos today it looked like it was getting dark at about 2 o'clock! damn wales n its rainyness! now anyone who hasnt i think should join facebook cos its fun! and like FUN and um i dunno lol. just been working on some stuff in the photography lab my first film is a bit shit so im gonna head out to the countryside avec parents tomoro to get some good landscape shots! theyr bringing my cello to wales so i can annoy everyone with wrong notes and crescendos! sean appears to have infected me with his love of exclamaition marks!

played pub golf on wednesday and it was like a high speed hybred of the one we play at home since it was done after about an hour and we were all wrecked! managed most drinks in 1 or 2 even tho they included beer and wine quite a lot of beer actually but it was an all round fun night. sorted everything with andy finally and i think i can be mates with him now even tho its blatantly obvious we still have feelings for eachother even if he cant see it himself it appears im not the only one to have noticed that look in his eyes n he's a nob for not seeing it himself, poor men they just cant see beyond the end of their nose! i'm gonna knock out a girl called lolly cos she said i was fake very loudly whilst hurredly leaving a corridor and since shes probably the fakest person i have ever met i may tell her one or 2 things about being a real person whilst i have her attention when im holding her up by her throat :)

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truly

i seem tpo have lost the urge to blog lol. i think its the writing effort. well i had my birthday, got rather wrecked on the thurs and a load of people bailed out of coming altho my favourite people were there :) and then onthe saturday.. the drama crew bailed on coming i mean sure they had reasons but they'll all be out for beams birthday tonight so its a bit like THANKS! but my billericay crew or part of the crew were here which was awesome much love to frenchie padge n jamie for making it to wales even tho it was cold even tho they ate all my bread lol.
so its down to some hard work now me thinks actually gonna go in early to design to tweak at my spiral staircase which i forgot i had to build lol well i missed quite a lot of lectures last week so u know its fine! really it was my birthday and like i was like ill n stuff like.

so anyway...... cup of tea i think

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im like so old its insane! lol also im wearing a lot of grey today, i dunno why but hey grey is a good colour! um i cant think of much to say really lol headed out tonight to get drunk....surprise.....then my possee from home r coming up to see me on sat which shud be awesome and also drunk....surprise....um i dunno i got some funky pressies from the mother inc. 101 things to do before you're old and boring, which is a book with things to do and a lil form to fill out once u've done them!!! ive already done at leat 10 so im all good, and an edward monkton book about amazing shoes which hurt, which i know quite a lot about lol.

um

i dunno? lol

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